Breaking Bad

You was a drug to me

I had to shake it off

You was a bad habit

I had to break it off

See now I'm taking off

Hope you don't take this hard

And this time ain't no turning back

No use in saying sorry

See you was my escape

I had to stop running

You was the razor on my blade

I had to stop cutting

You was the liquor I would turn to when I needed help

You was my foggy mirror

I couldn't see myself

You was a cycle for me

I needed new beginnings

The psychic spoke about you

I knew I should've listened

See you was chaos

When I just needed order

A sad instrumental

I needed something harder

The dark liquor in my glass

When I just needed water

You really fucked my head up

You was my bad barber

I used to drink and drive

You was my motorcycle

You was a loaded gun

When I was suicidal

You was my hotel

I guess I overstayed

The card dealer when I wasn't even supposed to play

You was my worst hand

I should've walked away

You were those bottles in the club

When I was supposed to save

You was the drug money

When I just needed music

You was my ecstasy

I know I overdo it

You were my nightmares

When I forget to pray

You were the bullet in that rifle to my JFK

You was my Monroe

I needed Jacqueline

If I was left out

You'd be my accident

When I had high hopes

You became my ceiling

You'd be the rope around my neck

If I was Robin Williams

But at the same time

You was my roommate in a lonely hell

I was the Adam to your Eve

Whenever angels fell

You was a safe house for me

When I was on the run

When I was stressed out

You became the weed inside the blunt

You was the ear for all the secrets

That I couldn't keep in

The band-aid that I would use

To try to stop the bleeding

You was the pain inside my chest

When I was feeling numb

You were the karma for my daughter

Thought I'd get a son

You were the songs that I would write

When dealing with depression

And when I wiped the mirror down

I saw you, my reflection

You was a guilty pleasure

When I knew it wasn't right

And in the end

You was the Jessie

To my Walter White