5Am

Now as I lay Straight down to sleep I pray to the lord My soul to keep But my soul is too tainted Too weak Go beneath The core of the earth you'll find demons like me I am not X Our conscious so similar I think we connect Just like I connect to this beat Redirect My thoughts from connection A blessing, stop stressing, keep stressing They testing my anger They testing my patience They calling me weird as if I worship Satan I came from a family of Christ Got lost in the dark I stopped looking for light Don't ask how I feel bitch I'm not that polite I hope you get stabbed in yo back with a knife I cherish the dead more than people with life If only they see from my vision of sight Up on my wall Put their heads up on my wall Take a look in the mirror then count to three I did that shit and didn't know who looked back at me I was depressed more than my father talked to me I never needed nobody to walk with me Love does not change all these thoughts that come back to me Faith does not change all this pain that is brought to me Tried to love with my heart but this bitch took it awkwardly I hope you realize that nobody is stopping me