Traumatised

Yeah They ain't never took so much drugs as me As who? Shh Young nigga, I was broke, had to rely on the school for lunch Fast forward five years, sending youngins to cunch The jakes told me that it was one of you out of the bunch And I eat that pussy, she just serve filet mignon Love triangle, I call that a pyramid boy Shotgun shots to the head just like I'm a Ritalin boy Yeah, and she told me that I'm pretty, so I feel like Floyd She ain't never took a pill on first flight, get you void I told bae to give me time, yeah Ten stacks on therapy because I'm traumatised I told bae that I need time, yeah Ten stacks on therapy because I'm traumatised I'm close to the edge so please don't push me Please don't give me a reason Where I'm from, you catch a body, that's an achievement Told my young G, you can't be broke another season Gotta wrap them things, burn the cling, you have to seal them 'Cause if they burst in your belly, We're gonna have to carry you in a hearse to get buried Born into the greaze, man, it's a curse, boy it's tekky Keep my eye on the Ps, nah, we ain't flirting with no Jezzys Free my niggas in the cells Moss Side to Lozells This guys like Pimpernel Crack in their fingernails They put the food in the street We just tryna hit the sales Fuck the jakes, stay on my wave Man, I'm feeling like Bigavel I told bae to give me time, yeah Ten stacks on therapy because I'm traumatised I told bae that I need time, yeah Ten stacks on therapy because I'm traumatised Primary school days, we would play stuck in the mud And now my friends are trapping, just tryna get out of the mud Starter pack, food in the Persil bag, scales and some gloves I wasn't funded by no label, I was funded with drugs I know the struggle I know the dargs who really bark, I know the muzzles Can't let your environment trap your mind, gotta clock the puzzle I know niggas who are down but up I know niggas who are up but down Getting money don't end these struggles Things on the brain, but I don't complain all the time Just hibernate and smoke weed Gyally wanna blow me off, I blow trees Tell 'em fall back, I'm working on me Late nights when I think 'bout shit That I've been through and the things that I've seen Chatting to A about PTSD long before you heard the CD I told bae to give me time, yeah Ten stacks on therapy because I'm traumatised I told bae that I need time, yeah Ten stacks on therapy because I'm traumatised I pray at night like, Heavenly Father, can you help me? All this weed and all this liquor so unhealthy Ain't feeling myself, but fans still want a selfie They can't read me like a book and they can't shelve me