Ghosts in the Attic

Sometimes you have to feel the pain Nothing can ever be the same The darkest nights give birth to the dawn Can you help me now, I'm gone? I'm lock in by this wall of pain Perilous to break free from this comforting Medicated life that holds its grip on me One time shouldn't hurt When I lay my head down, try to close my eyes Feel the spin around me, no escape Take a look in the mirror, try to look at myself Shell of a demon staring back at me These scars outside are marks from the wounds within And it's slowly killing me Sometimes you have to feel the pain Nothing can ever be the same The darkest nights give birth to the dawn Can you help me now, I'm gone? I'm losing everything so fast Falling deeper into a hole That I have made from the lies that I am fine One time shouldn't hurt The ghosts in the attic though quiet now Can never be silenced for to long Calm as they may be, they wait patiently For a time to wake and come back to me These scars outside are marks from the wounds within And it's slowly killing me My hands are sweating The cold bares down on me All night I'm shaking, the sickness is a part of me Can I live through this pain Separate me from the leach within Sometimes you have to feel the pain Nothing can ever be the same The darkest nights give birth to the dawn Can you help me now, I'm gone? I'm hiding Myself from world Can they see me? Can they see the cracks that form in? My eyes from the want that calls my name So empty unlike my mind My demons are cast aside Trying to come alive I know the scars will heal with time