Doubt

Father told me To aim for the stars Wished upon them But I'm still not off the ground I have my days where I can barely move Can't find a way to see any good And I've carried its weight since the day I was born I don't wanna live like this anymore My mother told me I was looking tired I said, "Don't worry" That I'm fine, but I'm a liar I have my days where I can barely speak When all my strength was leaving me I begged my knees to let me off this floor I don't wanna live like this anymore It's like the wind, it's always there, it's always pushing in Breathing down my neck to disagree with everything No doubt it will find its way again I know, I know, I'm a nervous wreck And I have my days where I can barely move I can't find a way to see any good I've carried its weight since the day I was born I've seen it cast its shadow around Like soldiers marching against the crowd I've lived in doubt so long now that I'm sure I don't wanna live like that anymore I don't wanna live like that anymore I don't wanna live like that anymore