Brain Games

I don't know anything And I'm the worst in almost every way Funny how my brain works Every single day hurts Does anybody out there feel the same? I could buy a lot of happiness If I had another dollar I could use it on a positive expense But I'm invested In my own depression Dividends are helpless Save me, I'm failing My own self examination I don't know the answer lately Don't wanna trip about it Don't need to figure out it Life is just a big approximation I've been waiting on the world to end Denominating but I'm not so common yet And I'll never live up to the world in my head Brain games Playing in my head I guess I'm crazy It's making me upset The way I question everything Inside my mind While everybody else is staring at me They're equally afraid of their surroundings I wonder what they think of me I bet they'll never even look my way I'm so strange Every moment feels like the end of a movie The cool breeze, the warm highlights The perfect soundtrack to these hard times LSD - love sucks dude Quarter life crisis I'm trying to self-love you I can see crystal clear And crystal has sides (Jaw is locked shut, everything is a metaphor) I try to disappear by closing my eyes (I can't stop crying, I hope I retain my lesson) Oh what I could see with my eyes shut Fields of oversaturated geometric puzzle They fit in like 'it's all good' And for a second I'm convinced that Paradise is in my head Can I be let down? The seed blooms to flower in my room Where I sleep in my head I fly in my dreams Oh and suddenly I see it Everything I need is Right in front of me