Narcolepsy with Cataplexy

Well, if eating crow were fateful Then I guess I've had my plateful I don't mean to sound so hateful But what you put me through was painful It's too grating to be grateful But in a way I should be thankful In a fucked up way I owe it all to you 'Cause if you hadn't treated me like shit I wouldn't be writing so many songs like this Distilling pain with my greatest wit Keeping lists of words that rhyme with bitch Writing breakup songs like Taylor Swift Like I'm some sort of narcissist In a fucked up way I owe it all to you So I guess I was just gullible When I thought we were a good couple It turns out that I'm untouchable That makes me unfuckable I don't care if you're uncomfortable Just found out that I'm unlovable In a fucked up way I owe it all to you Well, I know I have a tendency Of giving others all the best of me But your logic is a fallacy You can fuck your codependency So what if losing you was the end of me? How can too much love be a deficiency? In a fucked up way I owe it all to you You said I need you and need is lack I'm a sack of shit without the sack But how could you just turn your back? I'd follow your lead but you wiped your tracks My heart is cold, my soul is black I'm reduced to just screaming facts In a fucked up way I owe it all to you So I guess I was just gullible When I thought we were a good couple It turns out that I'm untouchable That makes me unfuckable I don't care if you're uncomfortable Just found out that I'm unlovable In a fucked up way I owe it all to you Every flower needs both sun and rain All pleasure must come from pain Delight and despair they start the same This fact is driving me insane You've given me enough grief to drive me to fame I'll be thinking of you when I blow out my brains In a fucked up way I owe it all to you Well, it must be clear seen from above Success and pain go hand in glove You create the Hell my songs come from When I'm on the edge you give me a shove If you won't be my supportive love At least you'll be my Courtney Love In a fucked up way I owe it all to you So I guess I was just gullible When I thought we were a good couple It turns out that I'm untouchable That makes me unfuckable I don't care if you're uncomfortable Just found out that I'm unlovable In a fucked up way I owe it all In a fucked up way I owe it all In a fucked up way I owe it all To you