Waiting

Get this weight off my chest Like I'm pushing a bench but some things in my head really better unsaid to my death Obsessed with the stress Can't get to the top without all of the steps, It's just cause and effect with the energy Get what you give and it's meant to be Mentally wish you could know what you meant to me Melodies, all I got left of the memories Kick it with you like Krate You made me realize I'm more than my body I show up sloppy Look like a zombie While you lookin Godly just wearin' my Tommy Life throwin' punches like Ali but imma be fine if you got me And oddly enough, show I don't give a fuck Buried by money and drugs It's scary to love and it's tough but you carry me up Stairway to heaven I'm lookin' over the ledge and Fuck it, I'm jumpin' Rushin to plummet, yeah it's truly something my mind like a dungeon I'm stuck in Searchin for oneness but don't have no compass Roll with the punches they come in abundance It's rainin' and pourin' When I'm blackin' out put my conscience in storage These Bottles imported, make me feel important You lookin gorgeous Keep it low key not apparent like orphans Can't wait till the day that we bloom like an orchid and flourish Your soul is worth more than ten times of a fortune Ten times of a fortune That's a lot I can feel it in my soul I can feel it in my bones Never felt like this before I been waiting way to long I can feel it in my soul I can feel it in my bones Never felt like this before I been waiting way to long Sorta gifted, my core is rigid Enrich my mind with these poor decisions Distorted vision mixed with a gorgeous women Better close the door we gettin' more explicit Roll a lil weed on my foreign bitch She say she want the tree to get her Aura lifted Hope the Lord forgive it while I turn these words to like four tuitions Times four tuitions Drippin' in gold Down to my soul She just my ex but she blow like an O We just had sex, I don't get close Got her nose rockin' white like a Pope Like a ghost Tried to catch lil a buzz off ya love but my heart too froze Hear ya voice through ya post I'm way to dangerous They can't hang with us I got vision like I took that angel dust I feel phenomenal So irresponsible I got more drugs than a hospital So diabolical What do I got to lose Do the impossible, never was optional Act like I am but I'm not a fool You changin' up like an audible I find it comical, it doesn't bother you What have we got into? What do we got to lose Bigger picture into focus I can see through all ya motives Souls and spirits make me golden Drive ya mind just like I stole it You can take that as an Omen Take my pain like Ibuprofen Yeah I said take my pain like Hear the most when in silence Uh See it all with closed eyelids Uh Energy is so timeless Uh Feel it all and don't fight it On different planes, we ain't got no pilot Moved on to better days and we ain't got no guidance Uh Bigger picture into focus I can see through all ya motives Souls and spirits make me golden Drive ya mind just like I stole it You can take that as an Omen Take my pain like Ibuprofen Yeah I said take my pain like I can feel it in my soul I can feel it in my bones Never felt like this before I been waiting way to long I can feel it in my soul I can feel it in my bones Never felt like this before I been waiting way to long Too long