Again

Love me bad and push me further I do not love my self every time I need to So love me better hug me harder I cannot cry I stand today and break tomorrow Leave it to me to decay I tear myself down So hold my hands and take me further I cannot try this again My pain Is slowly turning Left me burning In vain I'm Deranged I cannot tell the truth Then I'm honest, about time I didn't want this Didn't want this I'm not running oh despite I didn't want this didn't want this Love me bad and push me further I do not love my self every time I need to So love me better hug me harder I cannot cry I stand today and break tomorrow Leave it to me to decay I tear myself down So hold my hands and take me further I cannot try this again My pain Is slowly turning Left me burning In vain I'm Deranged I cannot tell the truth Then I'm honest, about time I didn't want this Didn't want this And I am not gonna leave you to rot But I just need need more time I was never running from you I'm running from myself Again The same wave I've been drowning I can't escape When you're flying high You can't see Anything that's underneath There's no body next to me When I'm asking Who am I Can you tell me who am i You won't know cause it's disguised And I'm lying I've been trying To keep you away cause Then I'm honest, about time I didn't want this Didn't want this I'm not running oh despite I didn't want this didn't want this And I am not gonna leave you to rot But I just need need more time I was never running from you I'm running from myself Again