Abandoned

Tell me did I ever cross your mind Did you ever care about my life My health, my well being The seed you planted The son you abandoned Tell me was I ever worth a call To see how I was after all My mind, my mental state The life you granted The son you abandoned I never wanted anything more But to be someone in your eyes To be the son you loved And not the one you'd hide (Well I guess I'm not) How could you do this to your own blood How could you have just given up You never gave me a chance Never took a second glance When you walked away God I wish you would've stayed Im not gonna lie but tell the truth You had me staying up late trying to prove That I was worth your time and energy But I guess I wasn't worth a call to see How I was doing, or what was on my mind I was only a kid trying to find A way to get my fathers love and attention But all I came across was rejection and depression You coward How could you give up You bastard Was It easier giving up (Yeah) I never wanted anything more But to be someone in your eyes To be the son you loved And not the one you'd push aside How could you do this to your own blood How could you have just given up You never gave me a chance Never took a second glance When you walked away God I wish you would've stayed Stay with me, oh god Just stay with me, oh god please just Stay with me, oh god Just stay with me, oh god just Stay