Pretend

I don't know what I'm meant to feel anymore I take it out on my girls and I smashed that door I fucked around with myself and I let you know That if you're up there watching then start the show Say it's over my friend How long until the end 'Cause I'm past the point where I can amend I don't love myself but I can pretend Repeated cycles in my head are bringing me down And I've been itching at the back of my head the crown Environment or inside my head? It's one of the two 'Cause this head is controlling me and me is just you Say it's over my friend How long until the end 'Cause I'm past the point where I can amend I don't love myself but I can pretend Say it's over my friend How long until the end 'Cause I'm past the point where I can amend I don't love myself but I can pretend I can pretend