I Don't Care Anymore

Thought that I'd be cool Thought that I'd be farther Thought that I'd be cooler Thought that I'd be smarter Thought that I'd be thinner Thought that I'd be farther By the time I was 25 Thought I'd have it set in stone Thought I'd have a cute wife And a house with some big windows Now I'm here in my apartment With some cat hair on my sweater Drinking day old coffee Tweeting everything gets better And my Gay panic keeps me up so late Think I haven't slept in about 100 days I'm a queer kid No roadmap Had to figure it out without falling through the cracks They told me to blend in But what's the point in blending in If you can never meet their standards Iiiiiii I just don't care anymore (nope) Iiiii I just don't care anymore Man not even a little bit Iiiiii I just don't care anymore (In the back) Iiiiii I just don't care anymore Thought that it'd be easy Thought that it'd be simple Move out of my hometown And become someone different Booze and noise and girls Boys and smoking driving in a car I'm feeling full full of life but where the hell I'm headed I don't know Feeling all this pain but I heard you need pain to grow so Now I'm here in my apartment Looking at my girlfriend Felt like giving up now I'm in love It's been a whirlwind I'm a weird kid No roadmap Had to figure it out without losing my head They told me to blend in But what's the point of blending in When I don't wanna meet their standards Iiiiiii I just don't care anymore Iiiii I just don't care anymore Iiiiii I just don't care anymore Iiiiii I just don't care anymore