Numb Freestyle (feat. KOZII)

For the longest time I been numb, I been numb, I been numb Heart stopped, can't breathe, can't feel my tongue Mama told me think about the future but what is it though Seeing different lanes, she don't even know Feel some way about it but I swear this shit ain't mutual Since a youngin was making plans as if they was sure for me Like I ain't heard of life and how it like to tell different stories Oops my bad, I thought this meant to be my story I'd save the world like Tony Stark Find a girl and find a spark Leave a son and leave a mark But now it's like I got no heart Absent minded but always focused on abstract Since back in the day, jamming Ab-Soul and Outkast Like who gonna get this last laugh Great minds, they say they think alike My pen to the paper, only time I feel alive That's the reason why I stay away from the drama All the karma coming back before you realize A little kid with no pot to piss in Now I'm coming for the game while I'm fucking the system Do this with repetition cuz I'm a man on a mission God has always been speaking man, I just needed to listen That's how I'm fighting all these dark thoughts Mad thoughts Never wanna have thoughts Been a long road man, it's been a rocky asphalt They waiting for me to blast off This is real, this is me, I took my mask off For the longest time I been numb, I been numb Heart stopped, can't breathe, can't feel my tongue Mama told me think about the future but what is it though Seeing different lanes, she don't even know For the longest time I been numb, I been numb, I been numb Heart stopped, can't breathe, can't feel my tongue Mama told me think about the future but what is it though Seeing different lanes, she don't even know I been seeing roads I never thought about Premonitions we ain't ever talked about And opening up ain't really something I'm about Just know that imma still love you without a doubt I'm tryna be like pops the way I'm handling all this bullshit all alone And that's ironic in this glass house that I'm busy throwing stones I've been drowning in these problems and these thoughts for so damn long Dreaming lucid, doing nothing, now I can't tell where I'm going Only person that I'm ever really true to is this pen and page, that's why I write this song And it's not like I got trust issues, I ain't been afraid, just used to being on my own I've only been around like 20 years, ain't seen a lot, but know so much, I'm talking like I'm grown I've written about the good days, heartbreaks, lessons and the pain that made me strong Lately I been feeling like I'm numb, I been numb, I been numb Heart stopped, can't breathe, can't feel my tongue Mama told me think about the future but what is it though Seeing different lanes, she don't even know