Better Days

Did my past believe in better days? Cause I fall apart Drowning In my own mistakes Have I gone too far? I will remain the same I've found There's nothing I can change What's new What's new Is this my destiny? I'm curled up on the floor Just like the night before I can't take any more I feel my lungs in decay My brain it starts to bleed I feel the start of the end Thank god I'm so relieved I can't see Where this path is taking me Beg and plead This where I need to be I can't see Beg and plead Did my past believe in better days? Cause I fall apart Drowning In my own mistakes Have I gone too far? I will remain the same I've found There's nothing I can change What's new What's new I live a life led by want I deserve to rot Driven by my impulse Do you get it now? You can't stop someone made like me I know my choices will take me to my fucking end That's fine by me It was always my intent If I could lay my head If I wasn't so blinded by the light As the air pulls away from my chest I have a chance to reflect I have a chance to ask myself Was it really worth it? Was it really worth it? As the world fades away to black I know I did this to myself I can't take it back And now I watch as my loved ones say goodbye For the final time This is the final time