Protecting My Energy

Reece, take 'em to church I feel like niggas ain't as real as me So I'm protecting my energy I've been talked down by family So nowadays, we don't speak like we enemies Look in my eyes, see I've been crossed before They hurt him bad, so bad he could feel it in his soul Dripped in the latest, I guess that's the reason these niggas hating Ain't never throw no shade, I grind hard and patiently waited I was gambling with my life but I promise, I've never been to Vegas In the hood, shootin' dice, clutching on a dirty .380 I'm good anywhere, I earned my stripes just like a zebra Cold world, I'm in the projects huggin' on my heater It took for me to get a million for her to see I ain't regular I moved on, I don't need you, bitch, don't call my cellular Big gun in my Moncler, I'm not a wrestler Stepping on niggas, check the score, I'm way ahead of ya Got crossed by a couple niggas, I ain't expect hated We had plans to ball together, but instead, the love faded I feel like niggas ain't as real as me So I'm protecting my energy I've been talked down by family So nowadays, we don't speak like we enemies Look in my eyes, see I've been crossed before They hurt him bad, so bad he could feel it in his soul I was raised by the streets, it's hard to adapt to the fame Young nigga with a old soul, look in my eyes, you see pain All these scars on my body, cover it with diamond chains Hunnid K in cash, I can act an ass with Johnny Dang You know I love to spaz, I'm thumbin' through the racks, I do my thing Livin' life fast, still can't crash, I'm in my own lane I came from the bottom, it's only right they let me touch the top And how I'm savin' up this bread, you would've thought it's 'bout to rot They gave my nigga 25, he don't never watch the clock Rather beat on people's kids and do his time in the box He forgot how to feel, but he know my love real And he know I'll spend my last just to see him on an appeal I feel like niggas ain't as real as me So I'm protecting my energy I've been talked down by family So nowadays, we don't speak like we enemies Look in my eyes, see I've been crossed before They hurt him bad, so bad he could feel it in his soul