Too Much

I think what I'm trying to say Is that you don't understand It feels like every time you call my name It's just a list of demands I know that beggars can't be choosers But I just see a future That feels like home I know that home is where the heart is But I've been feeling heartless The more I know I don't wanna die I don't wanna die slowly I don't wanna die If I'm gonna die, hold me forever Live forever, living forever's so lonely I'd rather go The pain of missing out is just my luck Oh the pain of missing you would be too much But the beauty's in the pain I've had enough Oh, I've seen too much The pain of love and loss I know it hurts But to never love at all Would be much worse So the beauty's in the fall It's so rehearsed Falling in reverse I think what I'm trying to feel Is something more than what's here Everything it seems so real But isn't what it appears I know that beggars can't be choosers But I just see a future That feels like peace And I know peace is found in daydreams But I just think that maybe It's in my reach I don't wanna die I don't wanna die slowly I don't wanna die If I'm gonna die, hold me forever Live forever, living forever's so lonely I'd rather go The pain of missing out is just my luck Oh, the pain of missing you would be too much But the beauty's in the pain I've had enough Oh, I've seen too much The pain of love and loss I know it hurts But to never love at all Would be much worse So the beauty's in the fall It's so rehearsed Falling in reverse