State of Denial

I dropped dead on the floor When you said, "Better safe than sorry" Lost my mind, closed the door Walked away in a fit of fury Everything, I will deny When the truth is obvious So I've come to realize That I find myself on a State of denial Do I sound that fucking crazy? Maybe it's time to just face it I'm not OK and I keep faking (faking, faking) We broke up in a sigh Said goodbye with no self-conviction Ended up just for the best Like it was a uniform decision And I make myself believe That I know what I'm into Until I get deep down and see See how attached I am to you State of denial Do I sound that fucking crazy? Maybe it's time to just face it I'm not OK and I keep faking (faking, faking) Sometimes I leave the truth behind And tell to myself that I'm nothing but fine Sometimes I am scared to find out what's inside Is it me, or am I in denial? State of denial Do I sound that fucking crazy? Maybe it's time to just face it I'm not OK and I keep faking State of denial What a pile of bullshit maybe Maybe it's time to just face it Let it go and no more faking (faking, faking) Faking, faking! No more faking!