Let Me Go (feat. Nova Rockafeller)

I'm avoidin' the phone, I don't pick up when it rings 'Cause if I say hello, then the questions begin They're like "Where did you go?", they're like "Where have you been? I feel like you cut me off, and here I thought we were friends" It's been a while since we spoke, yeah, I know I still think about you all the time, you'll always be the bros I can't give you my new number, can't invite y'all to my home The last time that we kicked it, we were drunk doin' coke I told Jesus take the wheel, I swear to God He steers I just had a mental breakdown and faced my fears Me and Nova been together for like four, five years And she the only one who stayed when I cried those tears I'm a new man now, the news came out, yeah I collected all my booze and I threw that out Collectin' blueface now, your dude came down From bein' way too high in a few rain clouds I ain't hatin', I still love you, y'all were not bad friends We were on the same page, but every chapter ends I still watch y'all from a distance, we ain't hangin' again I left that life, ain't gettin' dragged back in You know I had to let you go, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh If you love me, let me fly, this isn't goodbye But if you love me, let me go, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh I think about you all the time, I'll never say goodbye Goodbye I spent most of my time just tryna get right I was chasin' those lights, flyin' higher than a kite Drinks led to fights which happened last night I'll wake up all alone, that's a sad life Everything changed, came home from prison Phone rang, same thing, "Be over in a minute" Hol' up, I was gone and you never came to visit? Now you show up? I don't see you, we ain't got the same vision Raised my son, made my own business How I make it this far, you in the same bar sittin' I ain't drinkin' for years, and for me that's more livin' I work like a dog, everything is for my children Just had my first baby girl, I named her Grey Lookin' at her face, the whole world ain't the same My soul used to hurt, it would cry out loud 'Cause I sit here and write this, I'm cryin' right now You know I had to let you go, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh If you love me, let me fly, this isn't goodbye But if you love me, let me go, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh I think about you all the time, I'll never say goodbye Goodbye I'm avoidin' the phone, I don't pick up when it rings 'Cause if I say hello, then the questions begin They're like "Where did you go?", they're like "Where have you been? I feel like you cut me off, and here I thought we were friends" You know I had to let you go, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh If you love me, let me fly, this isn't goodbye But if you love me, let me go, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh I think about you all the time, I'll never say goodbye Goodbye