All the Ways She Loved Me

It's gotten pretty dark Sleep won't visit me I'm alone staring hopefully at the phone Salvation come I want to rip my heart out It feels diseased Sitting here catatonic and wondering When she's gonna call I remember the first snow of the winter I remember the look in her eyes I was thinking this will only get better I was thinking that we had all the time in the world But now I'm in the cold wandering streets Dreaming of all the ways she loved me All the ways she loved me All the ways she loved me Losing her's enough still Voices speak "It's all your fault you ruined everything" They whisper when I awake and I sleep I want to scream into the night "Come back baby!" "I will do my best to listen like you listened to me" I wish I was numb I remember when we said I love you I remember the shine of her eyes I was thinking we would hold hands forever I was thinking that our love that would last all time But now I'm in the cold wandering streets Dreaming of all the ways she loved me All the ways she loved me All the ways she loved me