Victory Screech/Down Bad

Til I can still feel you when I leave

Til they mistake your scent for me

But please turn the other cheek

When it's time to watch me bleed

You don't need to see me like that

I tell you I'll be right back

Tears in my eyes you know im lying

I'm sorry but who am I to tell you that I'm dying

End is nigh

My head high

Fantasize

With a pretty priced soul

We can pay the escape route take two

Plinking into the rhythm of the same loops

Hold me till we hit the bottom

Out of it she tryna talk me

Told her cut the shit like enterotomy

Forget the truth

Keeping you alive my only policy

I say this responsibly

I was steeped in this land of greed

But ironically

I was hooked on your autonomy

So keep it up when I'm gone

Found myself staying long

Just to hear your voice

Not for the advice just cuz it's nice to hear my name on your tongue

Backtracking in a profession destined to keep my heart blackened

Drugs do the same to my lungs

Shots in the dark from

Rebel scum

And if you wanna tell my Stories tell this one

I'd take my hand brush the hair from your face

Flash a smile

And run to the same shit I did to push you away

But you would hold me

And console me on how you know im so much more than my pursuit of payment

You can say you changed the way I look upon my repercussions

A need for substances but you changed the meaning of it

You leaning in to kiss me

In your lap I drop a stack of 50's

My other hand around your hip

Your forehead to my lips

It gets harder for you and I to say goodbye

Cuz one of these days it'll be for good

Hold me I tell you it's okay hoping maybe it would

All work out and I'd be in your arms forever

Turn everything off so we can just be here lost together

Let's enjoy the moment

Hold me

Til I can still feel you when I leave

Til they mistake your scent for me

But please turn the other cheek

When it's time to watch me bleed

You don't need to see me like that

I tell you I'll be right back

Tears in my eyes you know im lying

I'm sorry but who am I to tell you I'm dying

It's you my dear

Felt like years

You at the forefront of my thinkin

Who would've known that we would meet again

On this plane

Days

Before the magic had happened

Before all I had time for was rappin

Before I could have imagined what's it's like to live separately

I just don't want this to be how you remember me

But a shadow

Heart closed mind shallow

Retrospection lookin better than ever

Feelin like I just met her

But something tell me you had been here forever

Countin precious seconds maybe we can spend em together

You know

Let me learn you

Everything comes full circle

Jumped in headfirst through determination

Now I'm suffocating in this pool of my own creation

Give it all just to have you for a little

They envy me at the top

But I got you caught up in the middle

They want me they could at least get the nose right

All I saw was light

Couldn't tell it got darker on the other side

Now here we are

Waitin as I get taken on this round trip

You found shit as I'd deny it

Time for my trial by fire

You make me human

I'll face the music to make sure I don't see you soon

And before my life get taken can break these numbers out this bacon

And I'm responsible for all this shit

But when I get worked up

It just sends me into a coughing fit

I sit and grip and my chest

If you live to be impressed

Then wait until tonight

Then you can make off with the rest