I Hate Everything

Yesterday I saw a couple kissing in the shade

I went downtown, sat through a meeting, waited for my raise

I went to work and when I came home, I could sleep for days

So I took a week off just to contemplate the things I hate

It's all the same

I don't feel anything

I'm not okay

I hate everything

Last week on Thursday, I got drunk and thought about my friends

Most of them are so in love and I'm happy for them

I am resentful of the practices of human faith

We fall in love, we fall in love, we hope it's not too late

It's all the same

We fear what we can't change

We find our fix, it is

Completely full of shit

Yesterday I saw a bird out walking on my street

Covered in vomit, broken glass, a corpse on the concrete

I took a picture then moved on to find a place to eat

Ignored a phone call from someone that I met just last week

Now I'm afraid

I don't feel anything

It's all the same

I hate everything

I'm not okay

I hate everything

I hate everything

I hate everything