Scummy

This ultra vision got me spinning out my head, I'm high And I can't change the diction, cause every word you said 'bout me is right Yeah I'm a scum, I'm just all in my head I'm never changing my habits cause I know I will lose control And when you see me, you'll know my dead Cause I never could turn my life to it was before Nothing last for, nothing last forever Nothing last for, cause nothing last for I don't wanna see you cause I know you don't I'm always scummy, so I don't see the world you love Cause I don't wanna see the people that you want I'm always scummy, so I don't wanna fall in love There's a presence that sleeps in my bed it's so cold (cold cold cold) But for some reason I still feel like I'm alone (lone lone lone) I can't stop, I can't break the path it's cool You see my wishes that's inside my mental, they're cruel I wanted time but I never wanted with you You had your life but I wish I could take it from you Nothing last forever, so I had to keep my head straight Nothing last forever, so I had to take my life away I don't wanna see you cause I know you don't I'm always scummy, so I don't see the world you love Cause I don't wanna see the people that you want I'm always scummy, so I don't wanna fall in love