Finding Alecs & Her

I want you seeing why

I just wanna find who they really are

Who they aren't

And who they could be

God damn

Finding Alecs and her

Understanding of themself

He can't help but underestimate

The other shelf

You helped me find whatever helped

But I can't lose another self

Fuck it hey I'm the Alecs

I'm the he the she the they

The second half of what I say

May never be

But I don't care

You'll never see her

You'll never meet her

Despite you being the one to help me be her

Oh my special little love

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I'm so very sorry you can't be here

My turtle roadkill in the mirror

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I'm so fucking sorry

I'm sorry