Misery Eternal

A man who god forgot Indifferent to the populace's rot In secrecy a thrall To his compulsive ways of sloth He hoarded the poppies tears It strangles the ache His mind was numbed For countless years He dare not care for others fates "Please appease this lifes abundant entropy Let its seed burn black my my veins A life devoid of dread and pain On & on this torture presides Over this sanctimonious way of wretched life." In misery for eternity A mere rush of sweet amphetamine Seems the only cure for me I'd hoard it, die for it And though this pile of corpses Grows & grows each passing day I'd live this life to numb the pain I'd have to line these halls Shamed by their faces Staring back so vacant Im repulsed by my actions And though their blood is on my hands I still crave that very cure that fixes all for me And naught for them Heart ablaze, Light the fire Ignite this pyre Cleanse the soul of desire As the flames go higher I'd see their hallowed faces peer betwixt the walls Sleep became a distant dream after their fall Usurp fealty to a wicked god Devoid of warmth or love My given right just to get off I'm haunted by their familiar faces Though I've been such a disgrace I've took solace in that blaspheming god. Blaspheme the gods For the abundance of a fix to get me off I've dug this grave And now I lay with thee who rot They sing to me Dissonantly, infecting my mind, So callously clinging to life But if I should die tonight, I'd be relinquished of this cursed plight Defiling just for the thrill No need to swindle, Burn on this corpse pile Sit and swill, At behest of my own rot. I cannot fathom a mere shred of self awareness I'd have to line these halls Shamed by their faces Staring back so vacant Im repulsed by my actions And though their blood is on my hands I still crave that very cure that fixes all for me and naught for them Heart ablaze light the fire Ignite this pyre Cleanse the soul of desire As the flames go higher I believe the pain won't set you free You're spiralling into madness Into madness Submerged in deep blue ecstasy Finally mustered a mere semblance of guilt Purged himself, a cowards destiny Assigned to hell eternally