Scars

Never felt so lonely I Never thought that it would go that far That the darker side would own me Pulling me away from my own heart Please don't touch my scars Promise you won't touch my scars Cause the place behind those bars Might just tear us both apart Why does my body feel just like a prison I call out for help but nobody is listening Counting my days on the wall but can't write anymore And I'm still never giving in (Still never giving in) Taking advice from the little devil on the left and little angel on the right Stuck in the middle like what do I do (What do I do) that's a very scary sight Initially thinking you gotta be kidding me I can't decipher which one is my enemy Lately its feeing like one of ems killing me Hoping they don't kill the nice one defending me Down on my knees and I'm begging pleading saying please don't kill me This the real me I'm doing better than everybody In my city you better believe me I'm the chosen one, they see the numbers going up Now I'm blowing up, everybody start showing up They don't care how I feel, I just gotta keep it real If you not down for the cause then you down for the count You better leave now cause scars don't heal Never felt so lonely I Never thought that it would go that far That the darker side would own me Pulling me away from my own heart Please don't touch my scars Promise you won't touch my scars Cause the place behind those bars Might just tear us both apart My brain is playing mind games My heart's tryna save the day, not all hero's wear a cape Childhood sob story I remember like yesterday, but the pains here to stay I don't mean to take it out in the people around me I've been stuck for a while in a real bad place I'm fresh off the clock but still hear tik tok And I walk through living room with a mad face I can't explain (I cant explain) I'm not okay Maybe I can meditate with a video game But it's never that simple just to push it all away Cause you start reminiscing on the good ole days Then it all comes back and your heart attacks Not expecting that like c'mon do the math Did you really think that it never would turn out be bad Leave the misery in the past Find the mystery in a flash hold up Man you gotta gimme some time to think of some rhymes I'm seeing the signs it's easing my mind Lately I been feeling like I'm living a lie Praying to god that he keeps me alive Through these troubling times I do it all on my own cause I'm one of kind I'll put it all on the line and I'm about to risk it all With my back against the wall and the demons start to crawl I'll fight em off you can only leave me with scars Never felt so lonely I Never thought that it would go that far That the darker side would own me Pulling me away from my own heart Please don't touch my scars Promise you won't touch my scars Cause the place behind those bars Might just tear us both apart