Role Model

Being a leader Shit affects your mental A lot more to it And y'all want fuckin energy? Aight Everyday I look in the goddamn mirror, wondering why my mind Ain't fuckin clearer Insecurites, I'm a goddamn mess If I fuck up i can't help but obsess Spending all this time righting All my wrongs, but by the time I do the people are already gone My innate nature just hurts Them instead, I couldn't make time With a gun to my head Maybe I should shoot At my temple, No one would care, No one would assemble To mourn the loss of a Broken fuckin prick, He make me fuckin sick Teach told me to be a leader I ain't no fuckin role model Everyday I look in the goddamn mirror, Thinking about all of the things That have hurt her Oblivious to the shit around that's me Can't take a second Sit down and think that maybe My personality does nothing but harm I'm fuckin losing any sort of charm But then these kids wanna Fuckin look up to me? Like im the sort of person They should be? Look y'all, im nothing but a husk of a man, I can't be rise up I can't meet demand I can't be there, can't be reliable, And god forbid I hold myself accountable They love me, but Listen to their sense, The love exists in past tense (Fuck) Teach told me to be a leader, I ain't no fuckin role model Everyday I look in the Goddamn mirror, Thinkin why the fuck did He even let me be here Teach gave me the keys to the car, But I don't even know where to start Maybe I'm the cancer killing the band, As I fall down this slope, Don't reach for my hand Don't ever give me the last say, Don't ever give me the time of day Terrible leader, all I do Is betray Wish there was Someone else I could portray Done yall disservice, What else can I say? Maybe I should shut up And let the sample play I'm never gonna treat you Like I should