Holding On To Heartache

You said I'm holdin' on to heartache You said I wear it like a crown It's gonna drag me down I'm holdin' on to heartache You should be starin' at the sky The birds just passin' by, love The wind held us up, but We knew that all would change Creates the strangest feelin' Just slowly waitin' for the end I still have dreams about it The moments as they came The moments never shown to us Because we faded into darkness I can still hear a silence I can still hear a clock that's tickin' You said I'm holdin' on to heartache You said I wear it like a crown It's gonna drag me down I'm holdin' on to heartache You should be starin' at the sky The birds just passin' by, love Holdin' on to heartache The nights, they change in seasons Become the strangest days I called you twice, but then regretted it And changed my number The questions that I'd ask you "Where did it all go wrong?" There's endless versions of the thing That keeps me driftin' back to darkness I can still hear your silence I can still hear a clock that's tickin' You said I'm holdin' on to heartache You said I wear it like a crown It's gonna drag me down I'm holdin' on to heartache You should be starin' at the sky The birds just passin' by, love You know the party's over When you're standin' in an empty space alone And time can always heal you If you let it make its way into your bones Nothing's ever easy To be honest, I'm not easy on myself The second that I see you The space between us just comes floodin' back You said I'm holdin' on to heartache You said I wear it like a crown It's gonna drag me down I'm holdin' on to heartache You should be starin' at the sky The birds just passin' by, love