Happenstance

I'm waiting for the day That I can finally walk away from all this bullshit Sitting in my room Practicing how to be cool, but I can't do it I tried hard enough with my roommate And she's mean for a nurse, but anyway It wasn't enough and my life is weighing heavy on my chest I feel so out of place I'm just trying to erase myself whenever I get the chance My need to evaporate and receive validation at the same time Is just happenstance Oh, it's happenstance And yeah, I could scream out Do something rash, make people look But where would that leave me Scared as a dog under covers where nobody can see What's a girl gotta do to just not be me To just not be me It wasn't enough and my life is weighing heavy on my chest I feel so out of place I'm just trying to erase myself whenever I get the chance My need to evaporate and receive validation at the same time Is just happenstance Oh, it's happenstance I feel so out of place I'm just trying to erase myself whenever I get the chance My need to evaporate and receive validation at the same time Is just happenstance Oh, it's happenstance