I Never Loved Myself Like I Loved You

I'm falling out of touch 'Cause I hate myself too much No, I can't, I was never made to I never loved myself like I loved you I can't say I know When I'm gonna shut down 'cause I don't Remember when I told you I could never show you, no The state of mind that I am in The hurricane I thought I lost you in It's flooding through my bloodstream Drowning out my heartbeat, oh I'm running out of time I'm running out of light I'm running just to keep myself from bleeding out I'm falling out of touch 'Cause I hate myself too much No, I can't, I was never made to I never loved myself like I loved you I don't understand why I'm so afraid of who I am 27 years now I've been tryin' to push it down The self-loathing comes and goes Heavy like the life I've always known Maybe you could help me Maybe you could show me another way out I'm running out of time I'm running out of light I'm running just to keep myself from bleeding out I'm falling out of touch 'Cause I hate myself too much No, I can't, I was never made to I never loved myself like I loved you I'm running I'm running out of time I'm falling I'm falling now I'm running out of time I'm running out of light I'm running just to keep myself from bleeding out I'm falling out of touch 'Cause I hate myself too much No, I can't, I was never made to I never loved myself, I never loved myself No, I can't, I was never made to I never loved myself like I loved you