Hiding behind the door

keeping my breathing stable

I am not here by choice

But the priest told me that I am able

Tick tock, on the dot, as this fucking asylum tears apart your reality

Cramped in tight spaces, praying to our god

That the empty vessel chasing me looks the other way

Time moves in slow motion

Have I past the gates of hell

Moving through the darkness searching through folders

Next to where my demons dwell

Where do I go, where do I hide

Feel the evil in me trickle down my spine

And I never know why, I just wanna feel fine

It's like I always have the devil behind me

Feeling like it's all gonna end

Playing tricks, it's all just pretend

Everything now seems to make sense

But now it's time to realize this evil must ascend

My mind goes blank as my blood runs cold

Realizing there's no way out

Of this psychotic institution

Is this schizophrenic delusion

I can't believe that Father Martin one upped Jesus Christ himself, in shitty ways to die

Hard to hold beneath this weight, they hack and slash I feel the pain

All the of parts, I despise

Where do I go, where do I hide

Feel the evil in me trickle down my spine

And I never know why, I just wanna feel fine

It's like I always have the devil behind me

Feeling like it's all gonna end

Playing tricks, it's all just pretend

Everything now seems to make sense

But now it's time to realize this evil must ascend

Money becomes a meter of faith

I'm here to make you believe

It's not the time to run for your life

It's time to stop all this

Tonight