Risk

Oh, I don't feel right Feel like I've been driving on the wrong side of the road tonight Haven't seen a single fucking pair of headlights Oh, you're right I've been spending too much time in bed, 'cause I'm so tired Of going through the trouble of weighing the risk of Trying my best It's hard enough just getting dressed Oh I don't wanna be alone and far from home 'Cause I'm exhausted and it shows, maybe it's All in my head But it won't stop until I'm dead I know I'm not alone or far from home But I'm freezin' I've been up all night Peeking through the window blinds at what set off the motion light I locked my door but I'm still standing upright I'm alright I've been awake for far too long but there's no end in sight Don't you think it's crazy how it's making me sick if I'm Trying my best? It's hard enough just getting dressed Oh I don't wanna be alone and far from home 'Cause I'm exhausted and it shows, maybe it's All in my head But it won't stop until I'm dead I know I'm not alone or far from home But I'm freezin' Maybe I've Lost all sense of time I said I'd be home by nine Now it's quarter past five But baby, maybe I'm Caught up in all my lies I can't get better -- I've tried I haven't seen a single fucking pair of headlights Baby, maybe I've been spending Too much time in bed 'cause I'm so Tired of being tired of being Criticized for what I know is right Trying my best But what if it's all in my head? Oh, I feel like I've been driving on the Wrong side of the road tonight