Throne

Oh, I'm chillin' all up in my throne You fuckin' with me, get a hole in your dome I'm used to feeling all alone Mind's been where the devil roams All up in my head, I'm losing my sanity She's with me on my throne, I thought my ex was my remedy Nah, fuck that shit, I'm a king I don't need her, glad I threw out that ring Got that right. I done thought she a queen I'ma pull up, step out on the scene For the last few months, I've been working on me And I been getting better, shit I'm almost free You could tell by my attitude, it's easy to see And it's about damn time, but I'm achieving peace I spill all of these words from the heart like a poet I made "WANTED" at my fuckin' lowest Been with my family, guy, not talkin' 'bout Lois I used to pop hella pills, I was feeling hopeless Yeah, I still got problems, but I'm making progress I been feelin' solemn, time to log all my stress I fucked up a couple of times, I confess And I'll take all that trauma and put that shit to rest Had hella voices in my head All of them told me I should be dead I'm glad I didn't listen to a single word they said 'Cause if I did that, all the sheets'd be stained red, yuh Oh, I'm chillin' all up in my throne You fuckin' with me, get a hole in your dome I'm used to feeling all alone Mind's been where the devil roams All up in my head, I'm losing my sanity She's with me on my throne, I thought my ex was my remedy Yeah, I found out that girls aren't my remedy Been working on it myself, 'cause ain't nobody handing me Everything I want, so I gotta grind for it Never hopped up in a foreign, but you know I always floor it I need a late night fast drive to clear my fuckin' mind again What's this feeling that I'm feeling? Oh shit, guess what, I'm high again How else am I to sleep at night without the demons creeping in? How else am I to breathe in life without those feelings seeping in? CBD and THC in my mind frame Anxiety gone, like the demons I've slain Too many of 'em used to fill my brain I killed most of 'em, now my mind been erased Years of abuse get poured down the drain I thank double J, she put me in my place Without her, I'd still be stuck in my ways But she's my queen, and all I have to say is Oh, I'm chillin' all up in my throne You fuckin' with me, get a hole in your dome I'm used to feeling all alone Mind's been where the devil roams All up in my head, I'm losing my sanity She's with me on my throne, I thought my ex was my remedy