Black Swan

Staying with Alice, she's doing fantastic again I'm just the mold in her living room, playing the funny friend Late night emotional eating alone Just worked out why I avoid going home One day at a time, I'm falling behind into underwhelm Black swan that I am, I'm sick of the damn chase I'm saving a dance for feelings I can't place Mama, turn me blonde Black swan, black swan You said I like to romanticize 2008 (mm) You called it what it is The youth that I miss felt exactly the same (mm) That's just the guy that I was and I'll be Dissatisfied with the nature of me You breathe the smoke of my constant emotional state, mm Black swan that I am, I'm sick of the damn chase I'm saving a dance for feelings I can't place Mama, turn me blonde, take my final form Black swan, black swan Lost where I belong, all the signs are wrong Black swan, black swan I'm so comparative, tired of feeling it, never free of it Wherever I am is not where I should be That's all it is Still making amends with my personality Contortionist Black swan that I am, I'm sick of the damn chase Mama, turn me blonde, take my final form Black swan, black swan Lost where I belong, all the signs are wrong Black swan, black swan