Skulls and Flowers

I dreamt that I'm bleeding out again I don't care I'm dying You said I'll leave you in the end I won't dare and try I feel something creeping in again Skeletons are writhing Beneath the surface where you buried me I'll never see your light But spare my eyes, it's a cursed sight I don't want to look into it Its secrets took me to the grave But I can't lie, I'm the worst kind I'm blind to blatant deception And deceitful looks upon your face I wish I could tell you I left some flowers on your grave I was disgusted and devastated at the same time Felt compelled to relive encounters I disdain But I've been conflicted on how to justify the pain I'm still sleeping terrible I feel these skeletons pull me down I dreamt of a flight inside a storm I have fears of flying I've seen these lightning strikes before In the clearest sky I wish I could say I witnessed more than eerie disquiet The sound of turbulence reverberates A voice I know too well But clear your mind of those forced ties There's no deeper explanation No hidden connotations now But I can't lie, I've ignored signs Blissfully unaware, in disbelief and doubt I wish I could tell you I left some flowers on your grave I was disgusted and devastated at the same time Felt compelled to relive encounters I disdain But I've been conflicted on how to justify the pain I'm still sleeping terrible I feel these skeletons pull me down I let this get inside my head sometimes Burdens I can't bear to shoulder Epilogues I've yet to write Never could compare to closure I wish I could tell you I left some flowers on your grave I was disgusted and devastated at the same time Felt compelled to relive encounters I disdain But I've been conflicted on how to justify the pain I'm still sleeping terrible I feel these skeletons pull me down I'll never let it go I let these skeletons pull me down