Magic

(I think I lost the magic Not to be dramatic) Woke up late again head hurts from the liquor Tea and adivan Try not being bitter Promising myself "next week will be different" Can't get out of bed got glass in my slippers I tried backing out with my friends at their parties Vodka in the back of the Uber made me car sick Dancing in the dark while everybody's shining It's been getting hard to look for silver linings Not to be dramatic think I lost the magic Don't know how to act like a queen Eyes turn grey when they used to be green Dropped my crown and shattered ever piece (Yea) lately I'm a sad bitch taking off my lashes Washing all my tears down the sink Sometimes I just had enough being me Guess I'm finally waking up from the dream Watch the ceiling fan get high in the kitchen Nothing in my fridge whole sink full of dishes Promising myself "next week will be different" Swipe my card again there's still something missing I tried backing out with my friends at their parties Vodka in the back of the Uber made me car sick Cancelled all my plans now my friends think I'm lying (Nah) I just feel like hiding Not to be dramatic think I lost the magic Don't know how to act like a queen Eyes turn grey when they used to be green Dropped my crown and shattered ever piece (Yeah) lately I'm a sad bitch taking off my lashes Washing all my tears down the sink Sometimes I just had enough being me Guess I'm finally waking up from the dream