Blessings & Curses

(Oz Oz On The) (D risk you crazy) We came from poverty mama, worked 2 jobs just so I could I eat Ain't wanna see her struggle so I resorted to Robbery Hard times, daddy wouldn't around but say he proud of me My cousins like my brothers, if you play with them you play with me Took a bullet to the back I'm never forget that Walk down Draw down Whatever I'm with that S your OG never told you ain't no time limit on get back I'm tryna pop a n top made a promise I'm gone get that (Yeah) D sold Money fold YG had told em that Cousin gone Down the road Can't get that time back Headstone Soul gone No we can't bring em back Shoulda never showed em love Wish I could take it back (yeah) They stabbed me in my back way too many times huh? Kinda hard for me to trust, I heard too many lies yeah I tried to make it make some sense But it ain't ever add up (naw nah) It seem like no matter how far I go This street life is all I know We came from burglaries and first degrees Post up on the block, the only way we ever knew to eat You get caught up with that pack, the police turn you to a memory (ahhhhh) And now our dog gone My homie spin until he dizzy and they all gone Wanna load them whips up crash out had to tell hold on! He popping pills Shedding tears Told him stay strong Yeah, hey Let's come together Cause we made it here Congratulations we lived to see another year We lost some friends, I know it hurt, I'm wishing they was here It'd probably been one of us if it wasn't them (yeah, huh) And I know you fine with that I probably give my all and more just to bring em back I was 7,000 miles away still hate myself for that Ain't get to see em put to rest and I'm still hurt bout that awwwww Oh yeah I shed some tears Thinking bout my past, I'm grateful that I'm here How they judge us? they don't know about the life we live I just wanna ask your honor why so many years? (Is there nooooo?) (Is there nooo ooo?)