Lighthouse

I can't I can't dare to be mad at you Cuz if I was, the sky would break And we'd explode in tiny pieces I know Even then what would be left of me What would be left of my heart Would still be reaching to you And that's tragic, that's attachment There is nothing romantic about letting go of who you've become Just to live in the past, as if even then we would last New York, new city, and still When my body asks to run to you, I know it will I can't live like this I have died so many times Re-writing the story 'til you fit in the lines Losing my narrative to write you in I'm the protagonist I have died so many times Trying to bring our loveless back to life Because each time I left I never left a single thing behind I'd set fire to our memories just to have you around You're the lighthouse burning in this deserted town I don't I don't care about my birthday I care about your absence On a day I asked you to show And here I am drinking with my heroes I realize they're just people, and you're never gonna care And it's tragic, this attachment There is nothing romantic about letting go of who you'll become Just to live in the past, as if even then we would last New York, new city, and time Fit the scenery of this broken sanctuary of mine I can't live like this I have died so many times Re-writing the story 'til you fit in the lines Losing my narrative to write you in I'm the protagonist I have died so many times Trying to bring our loveless back to life Because each time I left I never left a single thing behind I'd set fire to our memories just to have you around You're the lighthouse burning in this deserted town I have died so many times Re-writing the story 'til you fit in the lines Losing my narrative to write you in I'm the protagonist I have died so many times Trying to bring our loveless back to life Because each time I left I never left I only left myself behind I'd set fire to our memories just to have you around You're the lighthouse burning in this deserted town