Addicted and Clean

If you're a beer at a bar, you're the kind I'd drink all night You're the last cigarette I smoked a thousand times The angel and the devil on my shoulder both call your name Is it good, is it bad Is it wrong, is it all the same No I ain't sober but I'm over you most days I'm getting closer but you're a habit I can't break I'm somewhere between locked up and free The first thing I want, the last thing I need The man I am, the man I wanna be But I'm somewhere between Addicted and clean There ain't a twelve-step heartache fix for a girl like her The only thing that makes it better makes it worse There's a light at the end of the tunnel But it burns at both ends Try to see where heaven stops and hell begins No I ain't sober but I'm over you most days I'm getting closer but you're a habit I can't break I'm somewhere between locked up and free The first thing I want, the last thing I need The man I am, the man I wanna be But I'm somewhere between Addicted and clean One more hit can't hurt One more hit can't heal Well I've been chasing that high It's about time I felt something real I ain't sober but I'm over you most days I'm getting closer but you're a habit I can't break I'm somewhere between locked up and free The first thing I want, the last thing I need The man I am, the man I wanna be Yeah the man I am and the man I wanna be I'm somewhere between Addicted and clean If you're a beer at a bar, you're the kind I'd drink all night