Ferris Wheel

Everyone's telling me my walls are up And I'm way too guarded Nobody here is anyone I can trust Don't get me started All my history repeats itself Repetition makes me overwhelmed And I just can't win When all my thoughts go straight to hell Feels like I'm on a ferris wheel Spinning around and around And I just can't win I wanna get down Can't do it over and over again Over and over again Everyone says I gotta get out of my head Like that's so easy Nobody knows what it's like to get no rest And feel like nobody needs me My anxiety just feeds itself Racing thoughts make me so overwhelmed And I just can't win When all my thoughts go straight to hell Feels like I'm on a ferris wheel Spinning around and around And I just can't win I wanna get down Can't do it over and over again Over and over I'm not asking for your sympathy But it's just not so easy being me So get me off this ride and set me free When all my thoughts go straight to hell Feels like I'm on a ferris wheel Spinning around and around And I just can't win I wanna get down Can't do it over and over again And I wanna get down And I wanna get down Over and over