So drag me to death like you do your cigarettes

And I'll try my best to not get addicted

I'm stuck in your lips

Happiness is an hour away

An hour in bed, still lying awake

3 a.m. and I'm three pills deep

Why is everything out of the way?

You'll never see me weak, you'll never see me cry

I don't wanna run you off just yet

I'll keep to myself, you seem so happy

I don't wanna get you off my chest

But I can't breathe when you're in my presence

I go mute cause I'm scared to deaf

Necessity of purpose through hurting

Obviously it's unhealthy, I get it, I know it

I get attached too quick indefinitely

I don't have a reason, I reckon

I've tried to work on it and give you some space

But I'm so fuckin' scared that you'll start forgetting about me

So I'll be rereading your message you sent me to reassure myself you're with me

I don't wanna lose you, I don't have a reason to believe you're leaving

But that doesn't lessen the visceral fear in my heart of rejection

I don't think you love me the way that I love you

I'll breathe in and out to escape the addiction

Swear to god you're the best but you'll never be more than an obsession

So drag me to death like you do your cigarettes

And I'll try my best to not get addicted

I'm stuck in your lips