Lost In a Memory

I lie to myself

Just to numb all the pain

So hard to erase

All the thoughts in my brain

I can’t be the only one feeling this way

But the heart don’t forget when it’s always to blame

And no matter what,

I’m just never enough for you

When I fall asleep

I’m reminded of these

Thoughts I shouldn’t keep

My demons follow me down

And around

All I see is

There’s no way out

I’m losing control

I lie to myself

Just to numb all the pain

So hard to erase

All the thoughts in my brain

A slave to the cycle

The voices in me

I’m lost in a memory

You hide in your glass house

Like no one can see

Throwing stones at my window

But can’t take the heat

You suck

The air out my lungs

Wish I could forget all

The damage you’ve done

You’re fake as fuck

 I’m losing control

I lie to myself

Just to numb all the pain

So hard to erase

All the thoughts in my brain

A slave to the cycle

The voices in me

I’m lost in a memory

I lie to myself

Just to numb all the pain

So hard to erase

All the thoughts in my brain

A slave to the cycle

The voices in me

I’m lost in a memory

I lie to myself

Just to numb all the pain

So hard to erase

All these thoughts in my brain

A slave to the cycle

The voices in me

I’m lost in a memory

I lie to myself

Just to numb all the pain

(Numb all the pain)

So hard to erase

All the thoughts in my brain

(Thoughts in my brain)

A slave to the cycle

The voices in me

I’m lost in a memory, yeah

To numb all the pain

All these thoughts in my brain

The voices in me

I’m lost in a memory, yeah