Feel So Alive (Do You Have To)

Forget about sinfulness

Forget about small town regret

If the word, if the word could save me

Why can't I move to talk

Well if you can't, if you can't even show up

Well then I guess your mind, your mind's probably been made up

But if myself, if I myself show up

You can but, you can best bet that I won't be clean

The choice to be alive

Isn't yours and it's not mine

I'm so afraid of being lonely

With everybody gone and going away

But in the face of all the lonely

I'd crucify my eyes just to feel a thing

Do you have to, do you have to feel so alive?