i'm sorry

Living life but I struggle to be

Hopeful that I find any meaning

Took a pill and the pain went down

In a parking lot by myself

And I feel lonely

I'm not sorry

For all of the things I do and say

When all these thoughts consume my brain

For all the ways I spend my time

For endless search of better life

For all the times I've come to grips

For methods how I cope with it

For days that I can't go outside

I say I'm okay that's a lie

Taking time to define what I need

Been finding peaceful existence fleeting

Sink or swim and my body drowns

Everything goes down down down

Why can't I see the light

Who's coming with me baby hold on tight

And I feel lonely

I'm not sorry

For all of the things I do and say

When all these thoughts consume my brain

For all the ways I spend my time

For endless search of better life

For all the times I've come to grips

For methods how I cope with it

For days that I can't go outside

I say I'm okay that's a lie

About that time you'll be

Calling me on the phone, right

The things you say and the way

I just can't feel right

It's hard enough when you tell me

But please believe me I'm sorry

I'm sorry

For all of the things I do and say

When all these thoughts consume my brain

For all the ways I spend my time

For endless search of better life

For all the times I've come to grips

For methods how I cope with it

For days that I can't go outside

I say I'm okay that's a lie