Deprived 2 (Intro)

They say tell me bout yourself I say I'm working on it

I like hiding til I'm free I put a curtain on me, yeah

I just pray to God so he have mercy on me

Get these devil off my back cuz they was lurking for me (they was lurking for me)

I be hidden in my lyrics so the feeling isn't clear

Use the music as a shell I hear the wave when I put it to my eardrum

Life ain't like a beach it's more fearsome

Emotion in my vision drip, you wonder where the tears from

Ion wan advise but the losing made me wise

How I'm Pose to learn; I fail, they say I'm running out of tries

All we do is vent I hope nobody here a spy

I mean the type that like to smile but deep inside despise, yeah

I done felt deprived

Peep the mirror see my eyes

Look into em deep I'm feeling empty up inside

Make a brand new limit threw the ceiling to the side

Start to get the shine when they would leave me out to dry

I'm numb when making music I save my cry for the praying

Tryna learn how to express cuz they analyze what I'm saying

Whenever I get sick I hear arguments in my brain

They said pain a run it's course then they left me out in the rain

Circle small, family small

Ain't seen my grandma in months

Brudda passin all the tests he been my man from the jump

And that's important need supporting cuz they know me the deepest

So I trust em with my heart I hope you holding my secrets

Thoughts I'm holding in, bad Emotion start to blend

If I hang around them snakes I'll go through trouble all again

Needle make a way sew I'm not hanging by a thread

Need to keep a distance let em in that's when they fled

I'm numb when making music I save my cry for the praying

Tryna learn how to express cuz they analyze what I'm saying

Whenever I get sick I hear arguments in my brain

They said pain a run it's course then they left me out in the rain

I was stuck up in my tracks couldn't make it to the train

Try to yell it's sounding hoarse, feel like 2 instead of the main

Don't always got control but It's all a part of the game

Feel I'm picking up the dirt while I'm Spinning down in the drain, damn