s2ba (scared to be alive)

spent another day trying to change my mind

it’s like taking salt out of the sea

one grain at the time

I don’t even recognize my voice when it’s in my mind

I try to see a different side

but i’m blind

and the voices getting louder

paranoia powered

i’m scared to go to bed

so I will sleep with you instead

hm

and you know that i’m working

i’m tryna put the work in

but it’s kinda hard to thrive

when you’re scared to be alive

when you’re scared to be alive (x2)

selling a dream i’m just tryna get paid

can’t be alone but i still need the space

holding my hand can you manage the weight

i’m so sorry

i’m tired of being afraid every night

panic attack i don’t breath but i sigh

i don’t do drugs but i’m high

when i’m scared to be alive

alive

alive

alive

alive