I HATE WHO I AM IN LOVE

It took a bullet to the heart to break me outta my ways

Always on the corner of hello and insane

It's lonelier to live without a you but I'm finally worth saving

The days are getting colder and I like it this way

I wish the old me woulda known me

So I could see the other side

I hate who I am in love so now I can't be

I lose everything all for what just a heart beat

I'm tired of being the one that's broken

I hate who I am in love so this time I can't be

I was taught how to love from a scene in the rain

Always like a moth burning up in the flame

I'm done with all the days living up to great expectations

But gone are the days where I believe in the rain

I wish the old me woulda told me

So I could see the other side

I hate who I am in love so now I can't be

I lose everything all for what just a heart beat

I'm tired of being the one that's broken

I hate who I am in love so this time I can't be

The way it started

It ran away with my heart

The way I'm blinded

From the waves crashing hard

Some days I'm flying

Then wake up in the dark

I hate who I am in love so this time I can't be