I want to be master of my own emotions with a fire that fills me. But I don't understand myself, and I don't know

what my heart is anymore.

I don't want to be standing in this war through pity and responsibility. So come into my life with your violence and

pain, because I feel the depths of a love I've never known.

Take a hold of my life, make it into one that I want it to be.

Make a whole of my life, make my faces one that I want you to see.

I can't stand to see confusion in your eyes when I drift away sometimes. Could I ever be more faithless in my life for

all the hope that I've found in these days?

It's always frightened me how some things lose their meaning how some things change direction with a breeze.

Don't ask me where I am - I am trying to come home but I can't keep myself from drifting.

And sometimes it makes me feel feelings that I never hoped to find.

And sometimes it makes me feel like I'm living out of time