Clean

So clean it hurts You say i did this to myself It's not a choice When it's the only thing could Help me forget Hasn't yet I'll call the shots In my little world i'll be The brightest light That this world has ever seen Behind my stare I'm already there Help me I'm in deep Gardens Of green Dirty me Underneath I'm clean Put up a fight That's what you want me to do Well i just might And i've got the scars to Prove i tried I'm still alive Help me I'm in deep Gardens Of green Dirty me Underneath I'm clean