What I Didn't Say

Secrets told in the pictures on your skin Hours fade in the days that never end I see myself reflected in your eyes And I hate the way I'm wearing all these lies So I let you go and I watch you leave And I hold my breath so you don't hear me scream When you walk away But the words are only in my head It's not what I said It's what I didn't say Is she everything you wanted her to be Yeah, I bet she never breaks your heart like me So with one more night I cover up with you And I hate myself for what I didn't do So I let you go and I watch you leave And I hold my breath so you don't hear me scream When you walk away But the words are only in my head It's not what I said It's what I didn't say Should've known better Now all I have left is a permanent stain The only part of you I get to keep forever to prove I lived this pain Maybe I was never as smart as I thought Maybe we can never be as good as we want Maybe you just didn't need me enough Maybe we're too clever to be falling in love like this Like this Secrets told in the silence of my sin And I'm the one who loses in the end So I let you go and I watch you leave And I hold my breath so you don't hear me scream When you walk away You walk away But the words are only in my head It's not what I said that's keeping me away Keeping me away It's what I didn't say Yeah, what I didn't say It's not what I said that's keeping me away It's what I didn't say What I didn't say