Where R U Now?

I get emotional going over it all Look for a sign Something to see something to guide But could it be spiritual? Like the mantras in all Should I put out to see? With my meditation and my Buddha beads If at the end of it all the only person I'm asking is me Where r u now? Where r u now? Where r u now? Where r u now? Where r u now? Where r u now? Thought I'd find it in you But it wasn't in you I still can't see Whatever it was that I am supposed to see Mirror mirror on the wall The only person that you show me is me And you keep asking me Where r u now? Where r u now? Where r u now? Where r u now? Where r u now? Where r u now? Don't leave me spinning round and round and round this way Not today Where r u now? Where r u now? Where r u now? Where r u now? Where r u now? Where r u now? Where r u now? Where r u now? Where r u now? Where r u now? Where r u now? Where r u now?